Get back in your corner!

Sometimes I really feel like a female. Right now I feel emotional for no reason. What can I do with these ridiculous feelings? Throw them in a corner, stomp on them, tell them to be quiet? Maybe I should just tear it up. Back in January, I believe it was, I wanted to climb a tree, cry in a corner, scream at the top of my lungs, and disappear in a crowd all at the same time. This is how I feel right now. Instead I am calmly sitting at my desk, writing. Where, then will this bottled emotion go? Like a gas, will it explode, or, if there is a small leak it might fizzle out slowly.

Needs and Wants

Será

Continuous needs
Feed into rote desire
Passion leads
From the pit of the pyre.

Hands twizzling
Bodies leaning side to side
Heated and sizzling
Forgiven pride.


W

Wanting but waiting.
I hold back
But it never ends.

Peter Peter Pumpkin Eater

It was very sweet of you to leave off the onions on an entire pizza for the whole crew when I am the only one who doesn't like them and only took one piece out of eight. I was shocked in that, no one at this level of relation has ever done this specifically for me for no reason other than my personal pleasure. Thanks.

who are you people?

Come on you lurkers, say hi to me....

Camp nightmare

I had a nightmare (what I consider a nightmare) about camp this upcoming week (actually in 3 hours now). I forgot to do the orientation, which is where we go over the rules and what happens if you don't follow them and dug right into the activity. The kids didn't follow the directions and were goofing off. One kid came up to me and asked if he could have pretzels, I looked at the clock and told him no. He started to cry and I went back up to him and said in half an hour when we had snack he could. Half an hour rolled by and I looked for the pretzels but we were having animal crackers for snack. I started to panic, no pretzels, what was I going to do!

My motto

"People may doubt what you say but they will believe what you do."

How is it that I can never remember the difference between theatre and theater?